She said, ‘I’m so afraid.’ And I said, ‘why?,’ and she said, ‘Because I’m so profoundly happy. Happiness like this is frightening.’ I asked her why and she said, ‘They only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you.
Your only problem, perhaps, is that you scream without letting yourself cry.
—Friedrich Nietzsche, Selected Letters (via hellanne)
Im so torn. I dont know where else to go. I dont know what to seek or whom. How to get this anger, sadness, confusion out of my goddamn body.